Once again.. " Floating " in the air .. Album by Julee Cruise..

Whole

"Floating Album"

Mood..

by

Julee Cruise..




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「Twin Peaks」

Soundtrack

1990

A Diamond ring in his hand..

The boy said

" You promised me that you will return one day.."

I didn't remember that promise..

He thought

" I will return one day.."

When I'm ready to accept

his promise..

a permanent "Home" together..


He still keeps the

engage ring with a heart of gold..

A tiny Diamond on the ring..

looks like almost shedding tears..

like the most beautiful

and the saddest

Thing..

I've ever seen...

but

he is still smiling

and keeping the

"ring" in "his heart"..

offering in his hand.. taking my hand

for me..


" Now you return finally into my arms.. "

After all those years..

He's been dreaming of..

" in his Dreamland "..

" Fairy Pools " in the eyes of Skye..

" Fairy Pools

in Scotland..

in Isle of Skye..

above the ground..


Fairy Pool

in Scotland

in the island of Skye..

Across the bridge

from the "mainland"

"the boy" said

" You can get there easily.. "


In the "Fairy Gran"

on the fairy ground,

You will find a Fairy pond

where

Fairies used to live

within local's Hearts..


Water fairies in my dreams,

they are still flying..

on Fairy Gran

in these Fairy Pools..

above the ground

of Isle of Skye..


They are shining

just like

watery eyes

on island of dreamy blue "Skye".. "




in a "Dreamy Feeling"..

" A Paw " of a Cat..

Inspired by Lydia Lunch... Sway

                

"" A Paw " of  a Cat " 

" I hold a black cat on my knees
The pavement echoes the sound of my tap shoes..
I dance on a pavement..
Until the rain is gone..
Here is the sound of Sunset
towards the night..
The light between the day and night..

My black cat is watching me dancing
alone on the pavement of the lonely street..
Only the echo remains in the shadow
between the waves of day and night..
in twilight..

Black Cat watching Me in silence,
dancing on a pavement..

A paw of a cat
inviting me
into the " darkness.."
towards the night.. "

words by Aska Ochi

A boy looking for a "Fairy" he saw once in his dream..

" Do you remember

the time we used to spend together..

We talked till dawn..

We did

hide and seek in a deep forest..

You didn't know that I was a fairy..

You've been looking for me

in the dark forest

in your long lasting dreams..

You didn't know that

I had "wings" to fly..

You became totally "blind"..

You were lost in there

and you lost the sight completely..

but still searching for me

in the air

in our memories together ..

in a "Dark Forest"..

Still seeing the same dreams we used to watch together.. "

An "Angelic" Voice.. Floating in the air..

Julee Cruise
" Falling "

"Floating in the Air" Voice

From
David Lynch's
" Twin Peaks"


" Don't let yourself be hurt this time.
Don't let yourself be hurt this time.

Then I saw your face
Then I saw your smile

The sky is still blue
The clouds come and go
Yet something is different
Are we falling in love?

Don't let yourself be hurt this time.
Don't let yourself be hurt this time.

Then your kiss so soft
Then your touch so warm

The stars still shine bright
The mountains still high
Yet something is different
Are we falling in love?

Falling
Falling
Are we falling in love? "



- A Voice floating in the air

Whispering to your ears

tenderly

" I used to love you "

and

" I've been longing for meeting you again.. in a deep forest "

and

" I feel like I fall in love again.."

kind of feeling..

with the "Angelic Voice" in the air..-

" Nightingale "..

"the Nightingale"...

You hear the Voice of nightingale

at night

from the deep inside of

the dark forest.

"Something"

you feel "nostalgic"

about "it"

somehow..

"She" calls you..

"I've been waiting for you to see you again

for such a long time..

in a dark forest.


I've been seeing you,

but you didn't "see" me..


I was longing to see you

'cause I saw you "once"

in a "deep forest"..


In fact..,

I've been longing for your "love",

but I never told you before.. "

You hear the "Voice"

the tender "Voice" in a stream..

a Stream of the Night..

Nightingale..

sings like a tender Voice

you used to hear..

" The Night "

sounds like a

" Nightingale.. "

"She" is whispering tenderly

to your Ears..

Once again..

"You"

feel

like

"Sleeping"

in a

Deep Forest

With the

"Voice"

of

"Nightingale"...

A "Fairy" singing like a " Nightingale.." in a " Dark Forest "

                      

"Nightingale"

Julee Cruise

from " Twin Peaks.. "

" The nightingale
It said to me
There is a love
Meant for me
The nightingale
It flew to me
And told me
That it found my love.

He said one day
I'll meet you
Our hearts will fly
With the nightingale.

The nightingale
He told me
One day
You will be with me.

The nightingale
Said he knew
That your love
Would find my love one day

My heart flies
With the nightingale
Through the night
All across the world.

I long to see you
To touch you
To love you
Forever more... "


A Fairy 

singing

like a 

Nightingale

in a Dark Forest..

- that kinda image..-

Cobweb Strings .. inside of "Crystal Palace"

In the ”Crystal Palace”

Your see the strings of Cobwebs

with the light through the window panes.

It's reflected on to the Pond of water fairies.

They will come up in the night and dance.

Even in the Daytime, if you have a fairy mind,

You might able to see them

and join their Party of the sound in the deep forest..

”幻想”の世界に誘われて。。

私のブログを見に来ている人は、

ある程度（その人の個人差はあるにせよ）

今いる現実の世界とは、

”切り離した”世界に行ってみたい、と想ってる人。

そして”そこに”、”自分の中”の世界をみつけるから。。

”誘われる”。。

The people who come to "see" my blog,

they are, more or less, the people who wish to be separated

from "everyday life"in a reality.

Because they have their own " Inner World "itself,

and wish to glance at " What it is inside .."



" This is only the entrance to
Our Wonderland.. "

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” Fairy Tale” is over... A boy and a Banshee..

"Once Upon a Time.." A boy met A banshee.. a Fairy Tale in a Forest "

Story after " the Banshee has gone..

”　The "Banshee" has gone..

He couldn't feel his heart any more, 

couldn't hear the "voice"of himself..

without her whispering next to his ears.. ”

＜　Then the time goes by after many years.. 　＞

Banshee met a boy, once again in his dream,

still searching for her and saying,

Boy " I wanted to stay with you forever..

That's why I said "It's OK.." if you think it's too early..
but You are gone forever.. You left me alone in misery.. 

You took all my heart with me forever.. "

Banshee.. ".. 'Cause I'm a Banshee.. I cannot stay with you..
You are a Human Being..
If I stay with you, I will bring you a death..

I will Kill You one day.. if I cry.. 

I don't want to kill you.. So please leave me alone for yourself forever.. "

Then she kissed on his forehead and opened her wings,

 faded away into the air towards the flashing light in front of him 

                                                                                                          once more again ..

Banshee and a Boy couldn't fight against their "FATE"this time..
They have to stay in that way knowing it..

A boy fell in love with a Banshee, couldn't realize his first TRUE LOVE forever..

Tears falling from the boy's eyes when the Banshee was gone once again, flying in the air,
but the Boy couldn't do anything about it.. just frozen in the place where he was
having known that she was a " Banshee "..

"A Weeping Fairy" tried not to weep while flying away, be gone as far away as possible
until her tears will dry and won't reach him forever..

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""Cause I'm a banshee.. I cannot STAY with you forever..
I would kill you, if I stay with you and one day if you hurt me and make me cry..
So, don't get closer to me, for yourself .. "

Banshee was about to cry,
but she tried not to, not to hurt him,
for the boy she loved the most in her life.."

"Once Upon a Time.." A boy met A banshee.. a Fairy tale in a forest

A boy and a banshee, met near the entrance of the "deep forest".
It was next to the gate for the "beginning" of the Forest..

People are dancing, together with fairies ,
under the Moon light,
however, people don't know if they were fairies.

After dancing with a boy,
"the one" she fell in love with at first sight from the distance,
a banshee climbs up the tree and sits,
watching over the boy from the tree,
and starts enjoying teasing him saying a word from upwards.

He liked the banshee watching him from there and talking to him,
he starts liking her, too.

The banshee seems to know him more than he does sometimes..
like "What he really is "and " What is going to be ",
he starts wondering..
but he doesn't really believe what the banshee says..

Once, she said to him  "Oh... If you continue doing like this, you will be like this..so listen carefully to me.." with a smile upon her face, with "tender voice", but talks seriously...

The boy was so curious about the banshee wondering "how she knows things like this ?"

Then climbs up to the branch where she was resting..
He starts to be attracted by her.. wondering " How curious girl she is.. "
He sits there next to the banshee without knowing she was banshee..
He feels comfortable sitting next to her and chatting..

Time flies and he feels warm more than with any body else..
just like feeling at ease by "Being himself.."
and feeling comfortable just staying next to her, talking..

He feels warm and tender, sometimes sleeps next her with a dream・・
wondering  " how it would be like to stay with her.. "
 
then start falling love with her..

The banshee herself really liked him from the beginning..

however, she knows that it is "Prohibited to Fall in love with Human Being.."
that was an "God"'s order that she have to obey ..

So that one day, on the night when the boy was talking seriously, the banshee feels "something" in him,
finally proposed her to have "their home together "..
She was astonished..

Then just after when he fell asleep and closes his eye lids with happy face ,
she thinks deeply and decides to fly away ..
" Just before he gets really serious.. and getting hurt.. 'cause we cannot stay together.."

at the happiest moment of his life, while he was dreaming of having a family together with her..
she flies away to the sky with her Mayfly like wings which he couldn't see..
just before the Sun rises in the eastern sky ..

When he wakes up in the morning , the banshee has gone..

He never see her again in his life ... totally disappeared.

Like having seen her in his own dreamland without any "trace" of her existence..

After the Sunrise, "she"'s vanished from his sight totally as if she never existed ..
Just a small piece of her " wing " was remained, next to him in his own hand ..

"A Banshee who looked like more beautiful and sensitive than any other "fairies" in that forest,
fell in love with a boy, at first sight, who was in a circle of the dance under the half moon light..
knowing Human being and Fairy.. never get together..
So that when the Boy became so serious about her, she decided to fly away..
After she disappears, he couldn't "see" her anymore in the sky..
The banshee was crying but she didn't want to cry for him,
because it means " The Death gets closer to him.."
so that she stops weeping for him, and at the same time, stops hearing anything from his heart, such a long time.. until any trace of her is gone from inside of his heart.."


" A weeping fairy falls in love with a boy
under the half moon light
just next to the deep forest.. "

Weeping Rabbit..

" A Weeping Rabbit & A Dog by her side "

From " The Lady and The Unicorn " 

Medieval "Mystic" French Tapestry

" To my only desire "

～　While I was weeping in the bush, you hear the sound of my "weeping soul" and came up
to me to stay by my side for a while till I feel more secured, 'cause you worried about me..～


My weeping rabbit inside of me

crying for her Mother

into her soul..


She's weeping to the sky and

Wishing to go up to the sky without her sorrow

While she was "shivering" and watching the Moon,

so that she became a Rabbit on the Moon..


Moon shines through her body

while She was on the Moon's surface

to know where really " her  heart " is..

She watches her "left" soul

above the Ground

where she departed..


So that, now, She dare to go down with the Moonlight to the ground again..

Like diving into the bottomless sea.. stopping her breath for a while,

With a fear of drowning in the deep water..


To fetch her " Soul Mother " left behind within her memories..

With the Moonlight shines through..

Into the Dreams of her "painful" childhood

Where "they"peeled off her skin ...


- " You "'ve accompanied me into my Dreams once again..
   " To Rescue Me.. from the pain "in the Drowning Water -

Tapestry, weaving into your colors of soul ~ Reading " The Lady and The Unicorn "..~

You are listening to my words of Soul,

so that I don't feel Alone..


The words say,..

" Be careful of what you are speaking to yourself
because you are listening.. "


If you speak to your inner soul,

It will talk back,


and You listen to it,..

Then you weave the words

into the creation of tapestry

with your own colors and design..


Then, People start to "listen" to your words of your own..

Then you finally feel that "You are not alone.."

・・・" While weaving the words that you're hearing into

                                      the colors of your own within your own tapestry..
                                  You start hearing the sound of your OWN music as well.. "～

" The Lady and The Unicorn "
Medieval Time in Europe

Explanation says..:
"  The lady is making a flower wreath, while the monkey sniffs a flower
he has taken from her basket."

She's giving a flower wreath to anybody else,
while Monkey is sniffing and stealing her Real flowers of her soul..

 "Cheeky Monkey" is captured and hanged by "Ball & Chain.."

The " Dog -or Sheep?- " came to find me,
because he was worried about ME

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　While I was weeping in the " Bush " 
                                                                       in my dream..

After I came back from the BUSH,
I'm looking into myself in the Mirror with my Unicorn besides me..

Asking
" Tell me the truth, My Unicorn in my mirror, and Me myself .. "

  - and the "dog" is still by my side..and "other"animals,too -

Then started playing..
and  "Hearing "the sound of my harp.. - or some kind of instrument..-

Weaving my sound of soul into music and a real sound..

and Finally, "To my only desire" to hear the Voice of  my soul,
" opening my box of jewels  " ...

                                                           - and the monkey is free..-

From " To My Only Desire ~ À mon seul désir ~ " to find myself..
discovered in 1841,
Musée national du Moyen Âge

- These were the first tapestries I saw in my life at this museum in France. -

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If you start really listening to your inner voice,

The words will tell you the Truth of yourself..


Then you start weaving words into the creation of your "tapestry",

and then people finally start listening to the Voice of your “Soul”

realizing its existence from Outside, turning it inside of themselves.


Then they will start listening Their Voice Within..

- Then they weave the words into their OWN tapestries with their own colors..-


While Telling the story into the tapestry with your own colors and design..

You hear the sound of music of your heart..

Then start to play the guitar with your own words ..

You are the first listener of your songs..

and the first reader of your book ..

Some says: These are the words we are saying..

Then "You" don't need to hear any judgements of the others any more..

Just listen to your word of soul as it is ..Then you feel the " real Angel " by your side..

New Moon keeps you sane.. hiding your "Darkness"

New Moon makes you feel at ease
cause it hides your Dark Side of the Moon

Full Moon is just too bright and
brightens up all your insanity and drives you mad

There's not even a Smile of a Laughing cat in the sky
there is a silence in the sky with an absence of lunacy

"You" feel safe and sound
cause there's no sign of madness tonight..

There's nothing drives you crazy
but just put you asleep, safe and sound, safe and sound

Tonight, moon is put aside, having a rest and sleeping
to keep you sane, in the silence of the sky..

There's no light within the darkness
to brighten up all your lunacy..

You sleep safe and sound, safe and sound
There's nothing drives me mad tonight ..

Dancing in the shadow.. call me a " Moon child "..

Christina's tap dance scene

in the balling hall with Silver shoes ..
Under the "Moon light"

KING CRIMSON " Moonchild "

scene from the motion picture
" Buffalo '66 "
 

 

" Call her moonchild
彼女をムーンチャイルド（月の子供）と呼んで
Dancing in the shallows of a river
川の陰の中で踊っている
Lovely moonchild
可愛いムーンチャイルド
Dreaming in the shadow of the willow
柳の影の中で夢見ている

Talking to the trees of the cobweb strange
奇妙にかかった蜘蛛の巣のついた木に話しかける
Sleeping on the steps of a fountain
泉の階段で眠る
Waving silver wands to the night-birds song
 銀色の小枝を夜の鳥たちの唄に合わせて織る
Waiting for the sun on the mountain
山の上の太陽を待ち焦がれる

She's a moonchild
彼女はムーンチャイルド
Gathering the flowers in a garden
庭の花を集めて
Lovely moonchild
可愛いムーンチャイルド
Drifting on the echoes of the hours
時のエコー（反響音）の中に漂う

Sailing on the wind
 風の中に漂う
In a milk white gown
ミルク色の白いガウンの中に
Dropping circle stones on a sun dial
太陽時計の上にサークル・ストーン（円周に合わせて石）を落とす
Playing hide and seek
”かくれんぼ”をして遊ぶ
With the ghosts of dawn
夜明けのゴーストたちと一緒に
Waiting for a smile from a sun child
太陽の子供からの微笑みを待ちわびる。 "

" Moonchild " 

by King Crimson

reflects the deep inside of my childhood soul..
  " Call me a Moonchild.. "

Even though the world goes upside down .. Live through the " Tempest "..

Even though the world goes upside down, I'm still alive..
through the stream of a life in the thunder storm..

The heaviest shower sometimes rained through the hardest part of your body,
but you don't feel the thunders in the rain anymore ..

been through the endless..
"Tempest on the sea at night "

 1849

Ivan Aivazovsky

You don't "hear"the voice of the scream inside your storm anymore
as if it is far from "your" sky ..

”You are blind to lightning,
and deaf to the thunder,
dumb to what you had seen..”

That's how I survived..
live through my life as

"Survivors"

1844

Ivan Aivazovsky

I watch myself in the thunder storm like a Tempest
however, I don't feel it anymore..
inside the world inside of me..

You are safe in..

"Seashore"

1843

Ivan Aivazovsky

I'm safe, sitting there..
watching the things go by, like the images changing constantly in front of you..

My pain never became "mine"
I was watching over from the sky,
without feeling it...

This was how to "soothe" my soul..

So that, I'm still alive ..
through the heaviest showers
with thunders and lightnings in the Tempest
earlier in the darkest age of my life
it's been all through my life..

Is tempest really coming towards us ?

Do you really believe in "Enigma" ?

Maybe I do recently believe in "Enigmatic Situations"..

Giorgione " The Tempest "

" Is tempest really coming ? " towards us..

Important thing is that..

Maybe it was just an illusion

or a creation of my imagination,

As if my wish really came true..


However, the important thing is that

you feel "somebody" beside you on the planet Earth

"Not" feeling all alone in this Universe...

さいきん想うこと。。Something I remember..

なんか最近、

じぶんが今までにないような”ふしぎ”な

体験を立て続きにするようになってから、

なんだか、

”あれはもしかして本当だったのかな？”とか。

想うようになったこと多いよね・・

たとえそれが”遠い昔”の記憶であっても。。

Blue moon .. with a white weeping rabbit, shining with a blue light..

（これも今から思うと。。でもパクってるわけではないし。
ただ単に、ＤＶＤのお月様と”物語”の飛び立つ白うさぎのイメージから
”月夜”に自分が月の光に照らされて、座ってる時、
”クリスタル・デイズ”を聴きながら、
”じぶんの中”で勝手に湧き上がってきた、個人のイメージなんだけどな。。
でもコイツはどっちかってーと、白だけど、色が”ブルーライト”みたいなうさぎです。）

Blue Moon shines on you.. with a white rabbit inside

”　Blue Moon shines on you,
in the middle of the night,
it shines through your memories inside of you,
in which you thought, you forget completely,
the memories inside which have been sleeping for ages.

A weeping white rabbit sits under the full Blue Moon,
shining like as if it has its own light from inside,
now shining with blue moon light,
a weeping baby rabbit who has been lonely and alone inside you,
abandoned by his own mother,
now he's not alone, he has a company..

memories are blue.. deep sorrow inside shining through the blue moon light..
just flows towards the moon light into the air
I just watch it goes by with my weeping rabbit doll
with all the images behind me..

Blue moon .. with a white weeping rabbit, shining with a blue light..


碧い月の光を浴びて
白い小ウサギが独り泣いている
ひとり母親を探している
「哀しいよ。。」と啼いていた
私の中で

誰も長い間”その”声を聴こうともせず
ずっと一人ぼっちで

真夜中の月の光に照らされて
想い出が照らし出される・・
ウサギは月の光を浴びて蒼白く発光している
まるで自分の中から生まれてくる光のように
碧い月輪の中にボンヤリと輝き出す

私は自分の中にうずくまり、
蒼い月光に照らし出された
その中からあふれ出してくるその記憶の断片をじっと眺めている

もう一人ぼっちではなくなった泣きはらして
目の赤くなった小ウサギを胸に慰めて・・
その「哀しみ」をじっと感じながら・・　”


"　Quasi una fantasia　～月光～　"
ベートーベン、ピアノ・ソナタ第14番作品２７－２より、第一楽章

私も生まれてた時からの
”さいしょのオトモダチ人形”が、
オフホワイトの
”白いうさぎちゃん”、でした。。
（服着てたけどね。。）
汚くなってもすきだったよ。
（ほっとする・・）

When the Sun crosses the Moon.. on the opposite side of the universe.

I know now we can only meet when the Sun crosses the Moon,
we live on the opposite side, even though our physical distance is close,
we are just like living on the opposite side of the Universe..

You might be so close, but I cannot touch it..
because we are invisible to each others..

When the Sun goes down, you appear from the opposite side,
when the Moon is in the same sky, the sunshine is just too bright and it blinds my eyes, you are invisible to me..

You're too beautiful in the sky in the middle of the night,I know, while I'm sleeping on the opposite side of the Earth ..
I will never see your beauty again..

We cannot see each others even though we are in the same sky,
or I just can't see it..

Blue Moon, you are too beautiful under the moon light..

When will the Sun meets the Moon next time ?..

やっぱいいネ・・ Ａｓｙｌｕｍ

今日久々に昔の”ライブともだち”と話せて。。

やっぱいいネ・・

”いいモノ”は、いつ聴いても・・

Asylum
" Silent Moon ～ Run Rabbit Run ～ "

(あまりにも、自分の中にある世界と、この間-この下のとか他の-
自分で描いてた言葉の”情景が”

ビックリするほど似てて、”驚いた”曲・・
ふむ、、私ってホントにあのイマジナリ―・フレンドだったのかな？とか。）



" When the river knows "



" Empty Talk "

(これはもしかして、”ガゼル”君が、独りで、宙に向かって
”声”が聴こえてきたから、ひとりしゃべってるのかな？・・とか。勝手に）



う～ん。また帰って来てよね。ガゼル

Silence of the Moon..

You hear the Silence of the Moon..

"He doesn't" talk to me any more..

There is a Silence of the night..

There is no Laughing Mouth which "grin"at you in the sky..

At last, You feel calm at night..

You don't hear the Voice calling you from the distance,

from the sky in which you can feel,

There is a Silence in the sky...

I'm Free from your pain..

You don't call me any more..
- so that I don't feel any more of your pain..

Falling angel from the Dark side of the Moon

Falling angel from the Dark side of the Moon
You showed me my darkest side with a bright light
like looking myself in a mirror..

" Angel dropping Moon inside of you 

upon you with tenderness of all.. "

However, you covered me up with your tenderness
in which I had never experienced before..

That's why I couldn't believe you fell in love with me..

A boy on the footbridge
comes from the darkest side of the society..
but had a warmest heart of all
To me you were my warm-hearted black angel
You covered me with your angelic gentle love
that I couldn't believe..

I showed you my darkest side of myself,
like seeing the dark side of the Moon,
but, you still loves me..

It was too perfect to dream,
You had my ideal looking, warm-hearted, nothing else could've been asked.

I was just a girl who afraid to have your love..
You were wonderful, just like you are now
Don't forget your tenderness in your heart..

You are still teaching me how to love myself as really is..
"how beautiful you are.."

I will remember you all through my life ..

My falling angel on the footbridge..

A song of innocence.. " Pandora " Cocteau Twins..

Into my eyes.. of

" Pandora Box "..

Into the innocence of my child

inside of me..

into my memories..

" Pandora "
Cocteau Twins

Welcome "back" to My Wonderland ..

"Two boys" waiting at the "GATE" of my memories..
They are just little boys, but they both look a little bit older, too..
10/12 or 18/21..

They are waiting for me at the "GATE"..

It's a very, ULTRA HEAVY, almost iron like, SLIDING DOOR..

but When I'm awaken,
I call out to " OPEN MY DOOR "into the world of my own,
these little boys can open that door,
moving such a heavy sliding door with their small arms
in front of me...

The light flashes from behind the door..
It blinds my eyes.. I cannot look into the sight for a while..
It's so glittering so that
I feel dizzy and have a headache
and it's so hard to watch inside of my memories in the beginning ..

Two boys are shining like two white Greek Statues..
So beautiful as "Goddess",
with cold expression on their faces like clay
You are almost like twins, but certainly different..
I can recognize who you guys are..
Still inviting me at the both sides of the "GATE"

They are my guardians for "My Journey"..

A journey all through my " Wonderland "..

Sleeping baby lamb.. extracts from Holy Bible and " Song of Innocence "

John 10:27-28

”　My sheep hear My voice,
and I know them, and they follow Me.
And I give them eternal life,
and they shall never perish;
neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand ”

Holly Bible

" Song of Innocence.."

" Piping down the valleys wild
Piping songs of pleasant glee
On a cloud I saw a child.
And he laughing said to me.

Pipe a song about a Lamb:
So I piped with merry cheer,
Piper, pipe that song again--
So I piped, he wept to hear.

While he wept with joy to hear..

Piper sit thee down and write
In a book that all may read--
So he vanished from my sight
And I pluck'd a hollow reed.

And I made a rural pen,
And I stained the water clear,
And I wrote my happy songs,
Every child may joy to hear.　"

"Introduction"

    

     ".. Little lamb, I'll tell thee;
　　Little lamb, I'll tell thee:
　　He is called by thy name,
　　For He calls Himself a Lamb.
　　He is meek, and He is mild,
　　He became a little child.
　　I a child, and thou a lamb,
　　We are called by His name.
　　Little lamb, God bless thee!
　　Little lamb, God bless thee! "

"The lamb" 

by William Blake
from "Song of innocence "

 
Lamb represents
eternal

" innocence "
and
" sacrifices "

- Has anyone dropped - A Magic remedy onto My eyes ?

Sometime I feel like "Oberon" dropped
"the magical remedy" onto my eyes,
or asked "Robin"to do some kind of "Magic"on me..

Other wise I can't explain to
What I see in front of me right now,
in the presence,
however it is a reverse sight in my past..

Scenery become just about "That "time,
and the Emotion within is not just me, but the other one
and looks like a True feeling of both of us, to me..

Like going backward to the Place I was..

Is it Me ? or Just You did some kind of magic on me ?
- or Did you ask "Oberon" to do that,
"to make me fall in love again"?
and " to make me feel as much as you did
and make me feel so guilty about it - like your wish -"
from the back ? -

Seeing such a strange site in my gut.. 

Midspring Daytime Dream..
How strange,
the things I experience since this April ..

"Oberon and Titania "
in "Midsummer Night's Dream"

He cursed Titania

For his ”True Love”

 

Beautiful "Titania "

by　Michelle Pfeiffer

”　My Midspring Daytime Dream　”　

is just like this .. ♡

Or Did I just Fall in Love with a Donkey ???

Maybe I'm just "Cursed".. :)
by "Oberon" who wishes
to maintain his own "TRUE LOVE"..

I just feel like somebody is controlling my Heart ..

When "She"awakes from her Dream,
She saw Oberon,
and she realized "He was her TRUE LOVE",
However, it was really a Oberon's wish came true..

I just feel just like Titania, at the moment..
- How strange.. -

If it is so true,  All can be "explained"
for these most strange experience in my life..

in my Midspring Daytime Dream.. 

A " Baby " he wishes to have.. and " It " Divines.

1,Wishing..

2,"God" answering to my "Whisper"..

3,They are "discussing".. 

- whether we should "get together", or not..-

4, "Angels " make us meet ..

5,「Wedding」 of our "Souls",,

6,"God "takes our "Hands" to the reality.. 

" The Divine Image  "

by William Blake

" To Mercy, Pity, Peace, and Love

All pray in their distress;

And to these virtues of delight

Return their thankfulness.

For Mercy, Pity, Peace, and Love

Is God, our father dear,

And Mercy, Pity, Peace, and Love

Is Man, his child and care.

For Mercy has a human heart,

Pity a human face,

And Love, the human form divine,

And Peace, the human dress.

Then every man, of every clime,

That prays in his distress,

Prays to the human form divine,

Love, Mercy, Pity, Peace.

And all must love the human form,

In heathen, Turk, or Jew;

Where Mercy, Love, and Pity dwell

There God is dwelling too."

Then..

" WISHINGS BECOME DIVINES AND TRUE.. "

then.. 7,"It" divines..
"and "Everyone" around us blesses us.."

" Oberon:

"Now, until the break of the day,

Through this house each fairy stray.

To the best bride-bed will we,

Which by us shall blessed be;

And the issue there create

Ever shall be fortunate.

So shall all the couples three 

Ever true in loving be. 

Each several chamber bless

Through this palace with sweet peace;

Ever shall in safety rest,

And the owner of it blest.

Trip away, make no stay;

Meet me all by break of day.""

"Midsummer Night's Dream"

by William Shakespeare

- He wishes hard for Our baby.. It was just a divine.. -

”愛”についての自問自答。。

「　もしあなたが心から愛している人に”あなたのことは凄く愛しているけど、一緒にはいれない。”と言われたらどうしますか？」

「　・・もし私がその人のことを、本当に深く愛していたのなら、、、

きっと死んでしまうかもしれませんね・・　」

Shakespeare turns into my own story.. ” Sweet moon tells you ..whispering in the sky ”

" Sweet Moon, 

I think ghee for thy sunny beams,

I thank thee, moon, for shining now so bright,

For by the gracious, golden, glittering gleams,

I trust to take of truest "his" sight.. "

”　スウイート・ムーン・・

あなたのお陰でまるで昼間のような明るさ

月よ、これだけ明るく照らしてくださってありがとう。

慈悲深い、金色の、眩いばかりの光、

これであの人のことが見つけられるであろう。 ”

－ The moon shines through the truth of themselves..－

（”月の光”は人間の心の”真実”を映す・・ ）
 

Hippolita: How chance Moonshine is gone before she comes back and finds her lover ?
Theseus: She will find him by starlight..

ヒッポリータ：　どうして月の光は、彼女が戻って来て彼女の恋人を見つけるまで照らしていなかったのかしら・・
セセウス：　彼女は星明りの下でも見つけるさ・・

－ Shes still tries to find him under the moonlight, yet she couldn't find him,
although the moonlight is not there anymore, she still looks for him under the starlight.. －

（”月の光”は去ったけれど、”彼女”は星明りの暗がりの中でも、それでも”彼”を探し続けている・・）

－"Lion" appears, and he fight against it as their " FATE "..－

" Now the hungry Lion Roars,

and the wolf behowls the moon.. "

"今餓えた（運命の糸を携えた）ライオンが呻り、

オオカミは月に向かって吠えだす・・" 

" Fates, come, come,
Cut thread and thrum,
Quail, crush, conclude, and quell.. "

”ああ、またあの皮肉な運命がやって来た・・
その糸を断ち切って、爪弾いてくれ。
めちゃくちゃにしてしまって、最後は砕け散ってしまえばよい・・”

- He knows our "fate"and tries to "Cut the Thread"and fights against it..-

 ( 彼はもうすでに我々の呪われた運命を知っているから、その”糸”を断ち切ろうとする。。
私達がこの地球上にある限り、”永遠”に切れることのない、運命の糸を。。
そして”それ”によって、彼は永遠にもがき苦しんでいるのだ・・
決して結ばれることのない”愛の為に” 。
しかし、”彼”はそれほど強くはない。”彼らの”運命の力を自らの力で断ち切れるほどの・・)

－But "She"'s still calling "him" in his dream, with her "Sweet voices"..－

( それでも彼の”恋人”は彼を呼び続ける、”彼”の夢の中で・・

”彼女”の愛のささやきによって・・

でもその愛のささやきは彼にとってはいっそう辛いものとなる・・

”逃げられない”運命の中で・・)

" Must cover thy sweet eyes.
These lily lips,

This cherry nose,

These yellow cowslip cheeks,

Are gone, are gone.
Lovers, make moan.

His eyes were green as leeks.

あなたのすてきな瞳を閉じさせなければ・・
そのユリのような唇
このさくらんぼうのようなお鼻、
その黄色の立金花のようなほっぺ、
そしてあのグリーンの透き通るような彼の瞳・・
 
 













O, Sisters Three,

Come, come to me

With hands as pale as milk,

Lay them in gore,

Since you have shore

With Shears his thread of silk.

運命の女神よ
私のところにやって来て
そのミルクのような手を
血の中に染めて。
 ハサミを持ってこの彼のシルクの糸を断ち切れる
あなたに岸辺があるのなら。

Tongue, not word.
Come trusty sword.. 

舌よ、もう何も言わないで。
ただ”信頼なる”剣だけをこの手に。・・"

- Then, one day, he decided to "kill himself " with a sword,
not to FEEL ANYTHING, far from his pains and their FATE - in which he cannot change..- ..-
（　そして”彼”はあまりにも彼女を愛していた辛さから、
彼女の甘い囁きも、彼の心にある彼女への”本当の愛”は届かないから・・
その運命を断ち切るために、自ら命を絶つ・・
そして、”何も感じない日々”が来るために・・　）

" Come tears, confound,
Out, sword, and wound
The pap of me.
Ay, that left pap,
Where heart doth hop.
Thus die I, thus, thus..
Now am I dead,
Now am I fled
My soul is in the sky.
Tongue, lose the light,
Moon, take the flight,
Now die, die, die...

泪よ、混乱の泪よ、
やってくるがよい。。
剣を抜け、そして傷つけろ
私のこの左胸に鋭く突きさせ。
そして”わたし”を殺せ。
ああ、私はもう死んでしまった。
私はもう”解放”された。。
私の魂はもう空の上・・
舌はもう言うことを聴かず、
月は、空高く飛んで行った・・ 
そして今私は死にゆく・・ "
 

Demetrius: No die, but an ace for him, for he is but one..
Lysander: Less than an ace, man, for he is dead, he is nothing.. 

ドミトリウス：彼は死んではいない、しかし彼の”痛み”はなくなった。。
ライサンダー：　もう痛みは感じない、この男にとって、彼は内側で”死ぬ”ことにより”無”になったのだ・・

（”彼”は今世でも、彼女が彼を愛し続けていることで、彼の愛は達成されず、永遠に苦しまなくてはならないから、彼は一生懸命、切手も切れない”運命”の糸を切ろうとするんだ・・
絶え間なく続く”彼女”の愛のささやきから逃れる為に・・
そしてじぶんの”心”に、自ら剣を刺して、もう”なにも感じない”ことで、逃げようとする・・
もう”それ”がもう”彼の中”で痛まないように・・）

* Extracts from " Midsummer Night's Dream " by William Shakespeare

－”愛されること”で苦しむってことあるのかしら？・・

もし”彼”が彼女のことを彼女以上にほんとうに愛していたのなら・・－

 －－－－－－

"それでも”私”は”彼”と一緒にいることを夢見て望み続けている・・永遠に・・"

Although after all "this", I still wish to stay together with him..

Handling "the thread of our FATE ".. 

そして決して”一緒”にはいれないことも知りつつ、
 Knowing that "our Eternal Thread"of our FATE would make him suffer forever..  

切れない糸で、彼をがんじがらめにして、苦しめながら・・
Until ”the death”,such as above, do us apart..

Our "Baby" would come from Our Hearts from heaven oneday
as a creation of our "Wishes" ..

いつか”子ども”がやってくる・・
わたし達の目に見えない、”創造のクリエーション”として・・

でも、もうきっと実際には”わたし”は彼の目に見えない方がいい・・
その方が、もう傷つくことも、傷つけることもこれからもないから・・
”永遠に続く糸”を断ち切りながら・・

Please sooth his pains in his heart..
and Souls inside of ourselves in which we've been carrying for ages ..